There are no words that can possibly describe how badly I want to cuddle up next to him and just sleep all day. I want to wake up to his smile, his hazel eyes all fuzzy from sleep. I want to feel his body next to mine. There are no words to describe how much I miss it right now… I am so exhausted. All of this work has to be worth it…
I knew there was a reason I disassociated myself from everyone I went to high school with. They’re all wasting their lives. Awesome.
I really don’t know how much longer I can lie to myself and think that everything’s gonna be okay when it’s obviously not.
I haven’t been this sick in a long time. After five days I’m still feeling like absolute garbage. I went to the doctor and had to get blood work done. Not just for how sick I am, but because I have these growing cysts on my hip that I’ve been complaining about for a year. On the first I go in for my second ultrasound to try to figure out what is going on in there. I’m so...
One year today with him. Life is awesome.
So I’ve got this infection in my jaw that’s spreading down my neck. I’ve been too busy to go to the doctor. It hurts to talk. Why can’t I go to a doctor? Because I’ve been too busy with classes. FML. It feels like I got punched in the jaw repeatedly. Not having a good week. /rant